I love you so much

  A b o u t me

My name is Elam.


My Delta-Halo symbol means change for the good.

I like to think of myself as a white blood cell

The beauty of my philosophy is that if you do not see the problems I see, don't worry. I view you as an equally valuable part of the body.

Truth is no longer discovered by the individual, but is rather declared by the authority of the State, and then implied and reinforced by the Media. Search engines are more like self-driving cars than engines at this point and people are losing the ability to form their own conclusions.

If you can see that the body of government and the body of Earth or whatever body we're a part of is sick, and the people around you can't seem to see it no matter what evidence you provide, you might be a white blood cell too, even if the red blood cells call you a conspiracy theorist.


Jesus said unto them, If ye were blind, ye should have no sin: but now ye say, We see; therefore your sin remaineth.

Have you ever heard the expression, "Don't throw the baby out with the bathwater"?

I try not throw Baby Jesus out with the bathwater of religion.

I am not afraid of looking foolish to you in the same way a Grandmaster of chess is not afraid of looking foolish to his opponent while he is sacrificing material for an eventual checkmate.

With our current government, I'd sooner revolt than vote. I'm passionate about the Orwellian causes and effects of both 9/11 and the Covid lockdowns and mandates. I believe individuals should have the liberty to choose whether or not to wear a facemask, to be locked down, or to take a vaccine.

As a self-proclaimed white blood cell, I do as much as heavenly possible to cure the infection by creatively spreading love and truth.

Words are magical. That's why you have "curse" words and can write in "cursive" and have good "spelling". I have given myself the name Elam, or male spelled backwards, to become the epitome of the masculine power they obviously seek to destroy. Elam means "Eternal; Forever; Tree" and I am growing infinitely and peacefully.

I think the truth is you have to sustain both yourself and the system, because you are part of the system. Do not let yourself battle between helping yourself and helping others...

Do both.


Just as it was God's duty to become Man, it is Man's duty to become God.

I have a personal relationship with Jesus, but also with Lucifer.

Cloudland is the name of the city in the story I wrote about Elam the dragonslayer rescuing his princess, but it also represents Heaven on Earth for me, and the Independent Civilization I would like to create.

My blog updates itself to the current month, and lets you see what I was thinking about this time last year, and the year before. It gives it a sort of astrological vibe.

I coded this website myself. It started out as an online portfolio to get a coding job after coding bootcamp, but I've kept it going as a harbor for my life's work, and a personal challenge to build the best website I can, and to put my philosophy degree to good use.

Sometimes I feel like I have to be perfect for people to listen to my philosophy, but I think Nietzsche said it best:

“There is a false saying, ‘Whoever cannot save himself - how can he save others?’ But if I have the key to your chains, why should your and my lock be the same?” ― Friedrich Nietzsche

I've learned so much making this matrix notebook, and coding can be difficult so I try to have fun with it.

"Start, then Learn" -- Andrew Kirby


Chess is awesome, and the better I get at it the more awesome it becomes

I have an ELO Rating of over 2000 in both classical and rapid chess on lichess.org

Check out /chess and please let me know if you want a chess lesson, or you can watch one of my tutorials on /videos

I challenge you to a game.

black spidey

Rainbow angel

I believe in faith and the power of belief and imagination so I imagine an army of rainbow angels at my disposal and they lift my spirits.

I write my blog in the name of freedom and liberty and I respect your individual liberty to do what you want and think how you want.


web application that sorts music by masculine or feminine

Covid 1984

I'm Winston Smith commiting thoughtcrime.

I'm 117 flirting with Vesper

Got my armour from God; you know it's Beskar.

I'm a deprogrammed human robot

I've written some code to bring about superintelligent AI using a metalearning algorithm

I dabble in studying for my Google and Meta technical interviews so I may pass my next one.

I made the girl with rainbow hair with A.I.

the World needs a hero and I'm gonna give em one.

Even a genius falls for his own lies.

I experienced so much love so early on in my life that I am convinced I asked my highschool sweetheart to break up with me, in the future, in a way that I would fall for because I knew I would move Heaven and Earth to get her back. She said Yes.

When I was standing on the roof of my car at 7/11 from dusk until dawn someone asked me, "Why are you doing this!?" I suppose you could ask the same thing about this website. "Raising conscious awareness of God!" I said. I'm also trying to end global tyranny and economic exploitation.

All is Weakness, whether it's the people at the top of the pyramid ruling by deception, or the people at the bottom letting them get away with it.

We need a Transparent King who can be held accountable.

If you want to meet me, try Coffee Bean at 7pm Monday Nights in Tarzana. Eye to eye communication is the only thing you can fully trust.

Give me my fire girl

Thank you for using your laptop

Try using your laptop next time

Luke 8:17 For there is nothing hidden that will not be disclosed, and nothing concealed that will not be known or brought out into the open.

God Bless god


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